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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Odana Birthday: 8/20/1990 Gender: Female Interests: Brand New, Br& New, Brand Nizzle and The Devil And God Are Raging Inside me. Message: message me AIM: SchoolbellTryst Member Since: 5/21/2006

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Monday, September 24, 2007

The blood seeping out of the minute-but-many papercuts crowning my fingertips is a good thing.
The sting from the alcohol burns, but it hurts well. It's the kind of hurt you don't mind, like when you're having a fantastic conversation, and you just don't want to stop- so you talk until your throat dries and your voice cracks, until your tongue is heavy and awkward is fatigue but your words are still clear because your meaning is so strong.

This kind of hurt I like. It reminds me that I've done something to get this. It's a reward more instantaneous than college or grades. I guess it could be likened to the the lactic acid built up in the muscles of an athlete. (Though, however, do not confuse an athlete with a mere player on a sports team, a certain level of love, and thusly hate, must be present)

I am suddenly plagued by the exhaustion I had convinced myself I had escaped from.
Damn.

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

	I've been saying and doing the same thing for years. And yet, it's not noticed until it's exemplified by someone who doesn't even understand. Thank you. Thank you so much.
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Friday, September 14, 2007

	I never thought I'd be asked a question containing the phrases "what ever happened to you and so and so? You used to be so close." And I never thought I'd have to answer it "I don't know, but if you find out, let me know."
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Monday, September 10, 2007

This song. Every time.

E-v-er-y time. Always.

"Good To Know That If I Ever Need Attention All I Have To Do Is Die" Brand New

Am I correct to defend the fist that holds this pen?
It's ink that lies,
the pen, the page, the paper.
I live, I learn.
You will always take what I have earned.
And so aid my end while I believe I'm winning.

Our friends speak out in our defense.
Pay ten deaf ears for two months rent.
We burn their gallows they erect,
and cut the nooses they tie for our necks.

[Chorus:]
You constantly make it impossible to make conversation.
Keep us comatose but audible.
And I like it the farther I get out.
We pass it off but it's all on us.
Only common conversation,
it took everything I got.
And I like it the farther I get out.

Once said, always said.
I will hold the past over your head.
I'll speak my mind whenever I feel slighted.
I am hellbent on extracting all of my revenge.
Take heart, sweetheart, or I will take it from you.

We slip concealed back to the keep.
Concede to do the work for free.
We prey as wolves among the sheep and slit the necks of soldiers while they sleep.

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

	Oh, but that's right- I'm oblivious.
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